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Deserted

by Mammal

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    "New spiritual music of the pre-apocalypse."

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1.
And I'm sick of all the songs about Death But that's what this song is about I don't feel like playing guitar anymore I don't feel like pushing buttons anymore Yet another guy with a guitar Who nobody wants to fucking hear What is this compulsion powering me through All of my lost Dreams I guess I proved I was alive As another disappears In a more permanent way And I'm sick of all the songs about Death
2.
Nobody Cares 03:02
Reaching out to ghosts Who I remember From a past life To get a taste of comfort But get a mouthful of alien vibes Nobody cares Nobody cares Does it even matter When I'm gone forever Nobody cares Eating from a can of beans While an obese liar demon Steals a piece of me And nobody cares Nobody cares Does it even matter When I'm gone forever
3.
Aurora 01:47
You're looking good but you always do Cleanin up rough around the edge Standing over you I say your name Aurora Aurora Needles dirt and the shining sky Come alive inside your eyes Two horizons of hope and light Aurora Aurora I wrote this song inside a dream In my head the beauty melts Succubus from another world Aurora Aurora
4.
Been so long it's like nothing ever really happened I live with ghosts who remind me by haunting A tortured sentimental Emotionally drained Another diary written to be ignored I have a sister and friends I never talk to 1998 - I realized I wasn't immortal I say so many things But can't say many things Because the words haven't been invented yet But I feel and remember It's my torment to hold forever I hold onto my sadness Cannot let it go Heaviest heart of all time The tortured sentimental
5.
I believe in God And I know He laughs When He doesn't cry Are the Voices in my head Every one of His I just know it's getting worse Every God damn day Take a look around Know why I pray God God God God God I believe in God God God God God God Make it end, oh God Oh God How many forgotten souls Are dying on the streets How much radiation Is floating in the sea Does it mean anything Is this even real Does it mean anything God God God God God I believe in God God God God God God I believe in God God God God God God I believe in God Oh help me God
6.
Looking around all I see is everyone's creations It's so immediate But to See what I do You don't need to open your eyes Go beyond this world So much So little Everything We are all surrounded by Eternity
7.
City 03:17
You move to the big city Just to be around more people Showing off for all the people Cockroach people Zombie people Rat-like people You might get assaulted Before you ever get insulted For making boring music For making ugly art And you're breathing in the smoke And the smog Walking all around you Walking right past They can't even make eye contact You trip over a lifeless body That everyone forgot Just like you Just like your art You're living in the city
8.
Medium brown A faded room of wood (Carvings and steel) Fades into jade landscape Medium brown Dream
9.
You are a thief Of my Time and Space You drag me in Back to this place I don't want to hate But I feel this urge To purge some things From this world March toward the demon In Cold Spring New York A trial by fire In your physical void Will you be asleep Dreaming of others creations That you could never Imagine alone The Doors had no bass Now neither do I I think of this as A flame starts to rise A burnt shell of a home To match the hollow man Nobody remembers you A demon burns in hell Burn Burn Burn Burn Burn Burn Burn In hell
10.
Moonlight Bring your love back to me Baby you and me moonlight Moonlight Will it shine like it did Baby say it did moonlight Moonlight I've been alone for too long Baby come on home to me It's physical moonlight we'll see Moonlight Won't you bring your love back to me Baby you and me moonlight Moonlight Will it shine like it did Baby say it did moonlight Moonlight I've been alone for too long Baby come on home to me It's physical moonlight we'll see
11.
Life 03:02
When I get a phone call I don't ever answer It's a miracle I woke up at all Life is pretty funny to me Life is pretty funny to me Every day I wake up It's like a fuckin gift from God Life is pretty funny to me Life is pretty funny to me Life is pretty funny to me I don't watch the TV I barely read the news None of this matters Like ashes someone scatters Life is pretty funny to me Life is pretty funny to me Life is pretty funny to me Life is pretty funny to me

about

Recorded mostly live, at home, September 9-18, 2023 while walking out onto the edge of this world.
Mixed on September 20, 2023.
R.I.P. 800RB

LP pressed on IMPERMANENCE.
"New spiritual music of the pre-apocalypse."

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released February 2, 2024

All songs by Gary Beauvais
Spiritual assistance by T.K. Brown

©&℗ 2023 Gary Beauvais (BMI)

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Mammal

Gary Beauvais has been making progressively evolving experimental, psychedelic and heavy music for over 2 decades in the American sub-underground as MAMMAL. Outside of any “scene” or affiliation he has persisted with his vision, creating a body of work that grapples with infinity and walks on the edge of reality. ... more

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